Memories

As I cling on to the past
Hoping it would stay…
Trying not to shed a single tear
On the times that were gay…
I keep hearing your footsteps
Wishing you said dear please stay…

As I hold your memories in my heart
Tears fill in my stark eyes…
Telling me the reality
Giving meaning to my sighs…
Making it more difficult to move onAnd accept all the said lies…

Fear

I could feel the overflow of emotions in his heart
Making his heartbeats even more clear.
I longed for him to say something
Trying hard to read his eyes.
Not finding anything in them
As he gazed through me
As if I didn’t exist.
I closed my eyes hoping
He will be there when they’re open
But knowing well that some things weren’t possible.
Trying to race against time I fail to recall
Things were so pure and where did it all go wrong?
Now as I sit lonely amongst the crowd
The fear of deception still lurking in my heart
Feeling wont be possible for me to love again.
I again close my eyes to see what I cant
Hoping my thoughts to get clearer
But again fear of loosing my identity.
My soul cries from within
Ordering me to end this life
And enter a world where feelings are not a game.
I fight against my will
Thinking about God’s beautiful creation
But so torn is my belief as I go on to say
It is difficult for me to live this life in despair
Making it difficult for me to stay.

Jab Hum Chhote the...

Na dil me mael aur na chehre pe mukhote the
Kitni masoom thi zindagi jab hum chhote the
Sun le koi mere dil ki thodi si daastaan
Waqt kisi ke paas itna bhi aaj kahan
Sine se laga lete the daud kar sabhi
Pehle kabhi jab hum jab chhoti si baat pe rote the
Kitni masoom thi zindagi jab hum chhote the
Ab to pyar dekar bhi mohabbat nahi milti
Waqt to milta hai magar fursat nahi milti
Ek raatein hain ye jo neendo se naata hi tod chuke
Ek din the wo jab hum bade sukoon se sote the
Kitni masoom thi zindagi jab hum chhote the

Bas Yun Hi.....

Bandh lein haath pe seene pe saja le tumko
Jee mein ata hai ki taweez bana lein tumko
Phir roz tumhen sawaren tumhen baithkar dekhen
Kyun na angan me chameli sa laga le tumko
Jaise balon me koi phool chuna karta hai
Ghar ke guldan sa saja le tumko
Kya ajab khwahish uthti hai hamare dil mein
Pyar se bhi pyara bana le tumko
Is qadar tutkar tumpar pyar aata hai
Apni bahon me bharkar maar hi dalen tumko
Kabhi khwabon ki tarah aankh ke parde me raho
Kabhi khwahish ki tarah dil me bula le tumko
Hai tumhare liye kuch aisi ibadat dil mein
Apni hathon mein duaoon sa utha le tumko
Jaan dene ki ijaazat bhi nahi dete ho
Warna mar jaye abhi marker mana le tumko
Jis tarah raat ke seene me hai mehtaab ka noor
Apne tareek-makanon me saja le tumko
Ab to bas ek hi khwahish hai kisi mod par tum
Humko bikhre hue mil jao sambhalen tumko

TAMANNAO KI MANZIL, KHWABON KA RAASTA

Hai tamannao ki manzil dur kahi
Dur kahi kisi ne jalaya hai chirag.
Hum unke intezar me hai, wo hamare
Chahe wo bhi ki bat le hamare sang
Zindagi ka sath.

Anginat baar maine use dekha hai
Uski sanson ko uski sanson me ghulte dekha hai.
Uski har dhadkan me apna naam suna hai
Par wo khwab hai, hakikat nahi, ye bhi jana hai.

Chahu ke wo kabhi aise mile
Ki kabhi bichad hi na paye hum.
Is janam kya
Janamo-janamo tak ek ho jaye hum.
Par pana bhi chahu to kaise
Ki tum to zindagi ki narm rahon me
Sajaye ek khwab ho.
Par phir bhi tum hi hamari har
Dhadkan ki awaz ho.
Tum bin jeena mumkin nahi
Na tumhe pana mumkin.
Zindagi ki har dagar tumhe khoje
Kya pata raat ya din hai.
Suraj khilkar tumhare pyar ki garmi ko batata hai
Chand ka deedar tumhare hathon ki narmi ko jatata hai.
Ye sabkuch par tum nahi bas isi baat ka gam hai.
Sath tumhare khwab hai aur hum hi hum hai.

Tumse hi har apl khushi ka
Matlab kya tum bin zindagi ka.
Bahon me bhar le sadiyo se arzoo ye hamari
Kaise kahe tadapti hai chahat hamari.

Zindagi ko zindagi ka naam tumse hai
Mera har din har shyam tumse hai.
Tumne hi hame jeena sikhaya, hasna sikhaya
Ab tumhari judaai ne rona sikhaya.

Ji rahe hai phir bhi kyonki dil main hai aas
Tumhe dekh paye ye is dil ki pyaas.
Man ka bandhan kabhi tode na tuta hai
Kya kahe kaise hum, jabse sath tumhara chuta hai.

Phir bhi tamanna hai dil me
Tumhe ek din pa hi lenge hum.
Khwabon ke raste par
Tamannao ki manzil payenge hum.
Ji rahi hu isliye dil me pyar hai tera
Har shyam sath laye intezar tera.

Tere bina zindagi se kuch maanga hi nahi
Tum mil jao to rab se tamanna hi nahi.
Tumhe pane ki arzoo hi dil me
Tumhare bina tanhai hai mehfil me.
Tum mil jao to kya gam hai
Dil me tum ho, tum me hum hai.

Ankhen....

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Jaise hazarin razon ko ho apne mein samete hue...
Kuch kehne ko bhi uthti to hain..
sagar me lehren lehrati hain..
agle pal hi tham jati hain...
Ye ankhen kuch ankahi baat keh jaati hain...
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Kisi dusri duniya ke ehsaas se ho sharmaii si..
Kyon kareeb na hote hue bhi...
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Ye ankhen kuch ankahi baat keh jaati hain...
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Jaane kya is berang zindagi mein khojti hain....
Kabhi lagti hai pehchani si dusre pal mein hi anjaan...
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